There are no rules on how we connect...

I have a friend who I feel so connected too but we hardly ever talk. When we do end up talking time just flies by and I feel that I end up telling her the most personal information ever... things that I would be embarrassed to tell other people. And it always feels good to tell her. To talk to her, to say anything to her. There is a man in my life like that too. And I wish that he could be the man I spend the rest of my life with but I just don't think that is our destiny this time around. And so we talk and talk and talk... Like tonight we talked for almost 4 hours! We hadn't seen each other in 3 weeks and a lot had happened... but it is so easy to get lost in conversation with him as well. I hope that I can find this with the man I marry. I hope I can find a man that I feel so connected to in every possible way, one that I can say anything too. But, then I worry that this man will not like my relationship that I have with this other man. But he has become just a friend. A really good friend that I would hate to lose. Someone I always want to feel connected too. I suppose this could change too. That we could drift apart and move on. If we both found other people to date and they would take up our time and energy. The thing is that it all comes back to love and trust. I love a lot of people. I trust few and truly connect with only a handful. But in this ever changing world we live in why stop connecting with as many people as you can? This life to me is like a big school and the only way we are going to learn and grow spiritually is to connect with people on a deeper level and then we will evolve. So, evolve already! :)