Love. What a crazy, awesome, beautiful and flipping complicated thing. I think I ask myself why things can't be "simple" with the one I love daily. Our love is not typical. It is not "normal". It just is. And the thing about is I am really starting to believe, no, know, that we can not be "normal" or "typical" or I guess just plain together no matter how much stinking amazing love we are in. And that sucks, big time. The beautiful thing about this love is that it will always be there. I am not a jealous or angry person in general. I'm not going to  turn my love into hatred just because I can't be with that person. I love this person way beyond petty jealousy or need to have control over who they love. I want them to love and feel loved by as many people as possible. I feel this way about a few people in my life. But most people it is easy to feel that way about because I don't actually want to have babies with every person that I love. Life would be really painful if I felt this way about a lot of people.
Today I am accepting that I love unconditionally. That I love the crap out of everything (almost) and that its not the easiest way to live but it is the best. <3 br="">